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2002-09-25
wednesday. hyump day. ugh. today has been a day filled with a most dreadful case of self-loathing and relatively unequalled amount (as if it's quantitative) melancholy. and my fucking back hurts because i pulled something in it last night. but i did get a new zippy thing that holds my parking pass and id card for work. that's all good. also, i was googled on "how to make roofies." that's classy. speaking of work, ive decided to go back to school. ive decided to get my certification to be a paralegal. now, the trick of the week is going to be to get work to pay for it. now the bastards say they wont fork it over for certification programs, however if you were to recieve your cert. in paralegalling you would receive $400. does that make any sense? why does it take 6 acts of god to get anything approved here? for the love of god and money, they have a legal department here, they must use paralegals. this has to be. gah! if they dont pay for the certification classes that means im going to have to actually get another degree, albeit associate's, in paralegalling through ivy tech. ugh. i dont want to have to go through another degree program. i just wanna show up to class and know that it will go towards my cert. i dont wanna have to take a stupid computer class or gym class or whatever to fulfill the requirements. *whines* did i mention that i dont feel good today? that i feel ugly and stupid. *pouts* i want someone to rub my back. it hurts. *cries silently*
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