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2003-01-23
grrrrrr...... i just wrote an entry and it was eaten by the horrible bastards and mirosoft. fuckinbuggyexplorer. anyway... so ive been chewing on something for the past couple of days. and i could be the only one in the entire world who thinks so, but men with babies. what is it that i find so attractive about men with babies. i mean, babies are not cute. well, they are. but they make nasty messes and they can't even talk and hold up their end of the conversation. i mean, i can talk and answer my own self, thank you. i dont need a kid to do that. but there is just something about seeing a guy holding a baby that is attractive. it must be some sort of latent maternal instinct in me or something. this is just so weird for me though because at this point in my life i wouldnt date a dude with a kid. i saw a pic and it did something to me. ive been trying to get back into someone's good graces again and im not entirely sure it's working. "it would totally work out if you were..." doesn't really fly with me, you know. and that is definitely the impression that im getting. sorry for the crappy vague entry, but ive been chewing on a lot of this stuff for awhile and this is the best i can do. in other news, despite the hiring freeze at butler, they are going to be posting marsha's job so i can apply. i hope i get hired. marsha's boss knows me all too well, regrettably. he still makes fun of me for having pink hair. yeah, because, yeah, i dyed it with kool aid. and never dye your hair with kool-aid. i have very fine, very porous hair and it took months and months for it to come out.
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