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2003-04-30
the boy, being the infinitely clever one that he is, found this, which is cool. funny thing is, the dude doesn't get online diaries and for sure, I am not the best person in the world to try to explain it. but whatever. plain and simple, i suppose it's catharsis for those of us who would rather type. i don't know. anyway, in other news, i have now lost 15 pounds. this is very exciting stuff as that mean i have reached the little mini-goal that i have set for myself. at some point when i am way way way more comfortable with all of this i will let you know what all of this little goals are. to meet weight watchers' goal, i still need to lose another 5 pounds. that means i would have lost 10% of my body weight since i've joined. seems hard to believe, but it's true. altogether, since the day i graduated high school, the day i weighed the most i've ever weighed in my life, i've lost 53 pounds. very cool stuff. ...and miles to go before i sleep. strange thing today. someone i used to be interested in and gave a nickname to in order to protect his identity requested a copy of his transcript recently and i saw his name. i haven't thought of him in ages, ages, but just seeing his name made me feel all weird. dude had some problems, and i hope he's got them licked. he's talented. just argued with a student about the lack of availability of manilla envelopes at the mail room. she tried to tell me had them. uh, you know, i may look stupid, and i may act stupid, but the comforting thing about being at a place for so long is that i know my shit and i am not stupid. so... anyway. it is hotter than a bitch here. they aren't going to turn on the AC until we all melt away, i think. oh well. im just going to sit here and drink my water and complain.
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